Oh and I forgot to add, thank you to everyone for your advice and opinion it's all so very welcome. I'm surprised at how emotional I am about this and it's so nice to know there are people out there who care

Finally - one last thing before my brain implodes (by the way is 4 weeks too early to suffer baby brain? I've had a shocking memory for the last3-4 days. I even forgot where I worked when asked at the gym!)- how do you get those gorgeous counters and those username sparkly women on your profile???

Thanks for bearing with me... I promise my next post won't be so all over the place!