Hi Amanda
firstly big hugs. I too have suffered from depression for several years (since my mid teens) and have been on and off meds for this too.

Some days ar eso hard and trying to remember all the good things doesnt always help for me - can also make me feel worse IYKWIM. Talking about it doesnt help me either!

I hope the Dr are able to be a support to you through the trying times of pg and hormones.

Keep playing that song xx