Thanks ladies,
Rommy's Mummy - I know! I was a bit cranky at my fam for not giving me a break and looking after her. My sister took her for a bit (about 5) but she was even worse for my sister, it became a big game "chase me aunty kylie!" kinda deal. I know she's my responsibility but mum could have taken her for a walk or something while i ate. Mum just finished work and i think she just wanted to relax too - which i understand.

Arimeh - I'm sure i'll be the same as you, worried now but it'll work out. Well atleast it better! LOL! I"m like you, i'd like atleast 3 children, and id like them all before i turn 30, so they'll al be close together.

Summerbelle - Was talking to my mum and she said the same thing, she just avoided going out with them. Would do groceries when dad got home from work etc. and if she did go shopping there would always be her mum or dad with her to help out. The daycare idea sounds good too, i wonder how much it would cost us here. DD would love hanging out with other kiddies. We go to playgroup 2 times a week and she LOVES it, but i dont know if i'll be able to keep that up when bub is born, might be a bit of a juggle for a while.

Thanks for listening to my vent ladies. I think i've accepted the fact that yes it's going to be a juggle for a while, but it'll all work out. IF anything i'll learn how to be more organised. Thanks again