Ezymay - Which bra of Figleaves did you get? I'm having a good snoop on there atm. Have you received it yet? I don't know if I should wait until bubs arrives and my milk comes in but then I'm going to have to wait for shipping etc so... I dunno. Bras are SO expensive here. I can't wait to get back to the UK for underwear shopping...

Ahurani - I'd like to offer words of comfort but tbh I'm joining you in feeling like that. I feel gross and I'm so bloody peeved at my doctors for telling me how much weight i've gained during this pregnancy. THEY are the ones that put me on calorie supplements - had I had my way I would have stuck to a healthy low sugar diet and I wouldn't have stacked it on. Therefore I'm pi$$ed at them for then turning around and having a go. If you put a woman on 4000 calories a day then wtf do you expect? I keep trying to comfort myself in the fact that we can get into shape after we have our babies, but it isn't really working if I'm honest. Eek... sorry Didn't mean to make that one an 'about me'. But basically... I'm with you atm. I'll bet you're looking amazing though. Honestly.

AFM
Feeling pretty low atm. Feeling super bad about myself (see reply to Ahurani) and just crap in general. I keep coming across pics of myself modelling and I just want to hide. There's a bit about me with some pictures in Cosmopolitan Pregnancy that's coming out this month and I desperately don't want it to run anymore, but there's nothing I can do about it now I'm sore, I'm tired, I'm emotional and I just want this baby out now! I know I don't really and that I need her to keep cooking for another four weeks but... well... you know. Every time I try to cut my calories even a little bit my other condition (PKU) goes a bit out of whack but I've got my doctors on my back about my weight gain and I'm so uncomfy with all the fat bits I've gained. I will let my DH see my belly these days, and that's it. He's not allowed to see my arms, legs, back... nothing. I'm going to have a hell of a time losing this weight and pre-pregnancy I already had 30kg to lose to be healthy

The blood pressure stuff hasn't been quite as bad. No incidents since Saturday though I've felt like I've come pretty close a couple of times today. Antenatal classes tonight, nothing tomorrow and then a fairly social weekend with a Christmas party and a tea party that I don't want to go to but it's that or sit at home alone while DH works, so I know I'll end up going. I did want to go but I'm just feeling so flat and blergh at the moment that I've changed my mind now.

Wow, I'm cheerful today! Sorry about that one ladies.

On the upside Cupcake now has a name so she's not going to have to be Cupcake for the rest of her life, so that's something I guess!