Oh, Anna. I so want to give oyu a big hug. I haven't been so unfortunate to be sick, but I absolutley hate being pregnant (at least I did right up until 35 weeks). I was so depressed and didn't know what to do. I even have a backgorund in menta health.
It doesn't help either when people think you are joking and insist you look great. It took me 30 weeks to tell DH and he was shocked cos I'd hidden it so well. Don't wait that long sweety. Tell your doc and make sure someone knows to keep an eye on you.

The girls here are great. If you need a chat there's plenty of us here.