scared to wipe??

[mbear]

Hi girls.

Anyone scared to wipe aft going to the loo? I feel so relieved when i go and all i see is wee (TMI - sorry).

Think im worrying too much.....

[Rouge]

I was exactly the same! And I daresay I will be next time until I know everything is ok. I think its a natural reaction. Its easy to say don't worry but its hard to do.

I understand completely

*hugs*
Cailin

[Sal]

Yes! I still have a moment of dread the first time I go to the toilet every day. And I have lower back cramps still, so I worry after I've had a cramp. I think my worry is starting to taper off a little (when I first got the lower back cramp, I was sure it was all over, but actually seeing no spotting or bleeding has reassured me that it must be normal).

[apple]

I know what you mean! I am trying to get over my general feelings of concern... some symptoms would help!

[Soph]

Me me me!!! And still the same 8-[

[Adnil]

yep - definately dreaded it for at least the first 14 weeks!!

Linda

[Fi]

And the circle completes itself!!!! Now I'm getting scared to wipe again in case AF rears its ugly head again..... Have been getting some bloody mucus lately. Damn it!! I thought breastfeeding was supposed to keep it at bay for months!!

Of course - by 38 weeks you'll be hoping to wipe and see some!

Fi

[Lucy]

Me too. Always. Through my entire pregnancy with Olivia and through this pregnancy I was always concious of wiping, and always looked, slightly filled with trepidation.

I mentioned it to my SIL once (who is a nurse, so I expected her to think I was mad) and she said she was exactly the same through both of her two pregnancies as well..........

[layla]

Me too, and still doing it!!!! #-o
Ahh, the joys of pregnancy!

[Lee-Ann]

I'm the same! I'm always checking. I'm hoping once I go for my 20 week scan I'll settle down a bit.

[Wilson]

Yep constantly checking

[{sarah}]

I checked the entire way through as well 8-[

[Rouge]

I was like you too Fi, scared of getting AF back LOL! But also now whilst TTC I am scared of wiping around AF time, so I wonder when I'll go back to not caring LOL!

*hugs*
Cailin

[Melinda]

I was a habitual toilet-paper checker too!!

[kazz30]

Yep me too and I will be again when I get pg again.

[Beckibee]

Glad to know I'm certainly, most definately not the only one. This is still my number one fear and was certainly not helped by the fact that I did have the light bleeding around 9wks.

[misty]

glad i'm not alone.

i have this irrational fear that if i push to hard when i poo, i will push the baby right out!

[Sal]

Misty, I have that fear too! So I spend AGES on the loo, rather than push hard and be done with it. It keeps me placated, can't ask for more than that 8-[