Okay a quick run down first before I get started.

Fell pg Nov 2003, pg went well until we had a leak & then subsequently lost our 2nd son at 18w5d gestation in March 2004.

Currently 7wks pg & am starting to stress myself out big time about this pg going well. I have heard of success stories where others have had babies no troubles after an unexplained leak has caused them to lose a baby before, but that doesn't seem to be enough for me to relax a bit.

I find myself getting worried every time I feel myself getting a bit "wetter" down there (sorry if tmi) when in my rational mind I know it is all probably just pg related & usually end up going to the toilet to check my knickers, which are always dry (so far anyway). I can't get it out of my head what happened in our last pg & find myself thinking about it all the time in this pg. I've even put a folded up tissue in my knickers on the thinking that if I am in fact leaking it will get wet & show it, where if I used a pad it won't work coz they are designed to soak up moisture.

I've spent most of this afternoon in tears talking to DH about it all & whether I will ever cope being pg this time around, he has suggested that maybe I should talk to someone & think that this has real possibilities BUT who do I go & see.

Could I start by going to the maternity ward at my local hospital & maybe speaking to a midwife??? Or is there someone else who might be able to help me??

Thanx for any suggestions that anyone has.