Thanks for all your responses. I appreciate it. I know that there are groups out there, and support available, but part of me wishes I had people closer to me who I could talk to about the way I am feeling- and the realistic part of me knows that once/if pregnancy happens, I don't have the family that a lot of people have. Be warned, I will become addicted to BellyBelly \/

On the other hand...less family means less 'lecturing' on the right way to raise children and my best friend is loving the idea of being an 'aunty' so I'll focus on the support that I DO have, and do my research when it all happens- It's funny how I now seem to have babies on the brian permanently


Thanks again,

R