Trying to stay positive, but im so scared.

[ubba82]

Hi Anila, how did you go tonight?

[Anila]

as much as i am trying to stay strong, the bleeding is far too much like af, and i have mild cramps on my left side, im trying to fight back the tears, but my eyes are just burning, hubby wont talk, so all i have is this post, im sitting in front of the stupid computer crying.
Hubby and i are fighting, i asked him to stay home tomorrow, and he wont, he said he has to work.

I was alone when i had my first angel baby, i dont wanna do this alone again.
I cant do it.