Trying to stay positive, but im so scared.

[Just Me]

I am so sorry that this has happened. Nothing I can say will make the pain any easier, but know that you have support and love from all of us here.

Sounds like a beautiful ceremony you had and a great way for the kids to say goodbye because it must be hard on them as well. What a lovely way to remember your precious little angel.

Be gentle with yourself

[Lulliloo]

anila, i am already emotional today and your last couple of posts just tipped me over.
i am so very sorry for you loss. i think dan is a sweet man and i am glad he is there for you. lean on each other and grieve together.
remember that i don't live too far away and if you need company or a hug im here.
i can't wait to read graces poem.

[Anila]

This is graces poem..
Please remember that she is only 7 years old.

Dear baby in mums tummy, this is for you.

I love you baby
I wish i could see you baby
I love you up high
I love you down low
I love you where ever you go
I hope i will always remember you
Cute little guy
I hope you can hear the sounds of us crying
I really didnt want you to die
As soon as i hear that
Im sure to burst out and cry
I love you baby
I never wanted u to die
I love you baby
I never wanted u to die
I love you so much
Cute little thing
I love you baby
I never wanted you to die.

and this is graces letter to baby, as she was reading it, she placed her special circles with hearts into a bag.


Dear baby
I love you so much, I was looking forward to meeting you.
I hope you will always remember me.
I hope that you will look down on me and help me when ever i need help, and to help me be more smarter than what i am now.
I love you so much and every time i remember you i will put a circle or love hearts with some colours on them and put it in a bag.
I love you so much.
I wish you will look down on me when ever i need help.
I love you.
Love Grace.
ps. I was looking forward to seeing you.



I love my family very much.
Dans boss has given him tomorrow off work as well.

Thank you all so much for all of your support.

[~Serenity~]

They were beautiful!!!

[Papillon]

*tears*

She is so precious.... just beautifully precious....

[Lulliloo]

wisdom that only a 7year old can have. that was so sweet it breaks my heart

[amy_o]

Out of the mouths of babes....

Such precious words thanks for sharing them.

[Miss.B]

Anila, I am so deeply sorry for your loss hun . Right up to the end I was still so hopeful. Fly little angel, shine brightly in the sky.
Your hubby is so thoughtful, such a lovely idea about the candles.
Your daughter Grace is an amazing girl, such beautiful words, it made me tear up.
Take good care of yourself sweetheart.
Beata xxx

[Ahurani]

As I said in my txts hun

I'm so sorry and the poems were beautiful. And the candle idea was great

I'm always here if you want to talk