Don't get out of bed till your 40 weeks!!! lol. Seriously, I felt exactly the same after I got pg with Cam, I wish time just went bloody faster!! I remember begging my OB to take Cam out at 35 weeks. He thought I was crazy, but he knew of my loss and understood somehow. The feelings you're feeling are very valid hun, I guess we've been to hell and back and we are still in denial that THIS baby is going to be OK. But you know what?? Cookie will be fine. Cookie will come when he/she is ready and not before!! Enjoy the next few months hun, I remember I had nothing for Josh as I was planning to do the nursery around 30 weeks, and he left at 21. So I had nothing for him and felt such guilt. With Cam, I started buying really early, and everything I bought was confirmation to me that all was going to be OK. Big hugs hun.