Hi Talia

I had an eating disorder through most of my early 20's I was bulimic. A couple of years ago I started councelling and stopped forcing myself to throw up, however didn't master not binging part which resulted in gaining 35 kilos in 2 years. Then I concieved. As you know I have until a few days ago terrible morning sickness which was leaving me throwing up to a dozen times a day for about 4 weeks. This didn't help me with dealing with past issues as you can imagine. I think pregnant women are beautiful too, however i would be lying if I didnt admit to crying several times over the past few weeks as I am overweight and preg and think my body looks disgusting. All I know is that I want to deal with my issues before this little baby is born because I do not want them growing up with the same insecurities I did.