It really rattled me, as I had been 'recovered' both emotionally and phsyically, but when I saw the scales go up I was really torn. I loved knowing I was growing a baby but also had that weight gain fear, which I hadn't experienced in so long, came back each time I was made to weight myself at midwife appointments. Just being a weight that I had never been in my life was a weird feeling.
I got through it, luckily I had HUGE supprt from Shel who knew exactly what I had been through and she knew exactly how to support me, plus I also had my 'recovery book' a book full of tools and things I had used during recovery to keep me on track if I ever felt overwhelmed by anything.
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