Sushee I cried reading that too...

Hmm with Maddy I remember being in bali & buying a test there, they let me read the instructions (in Indonesian) & I only half understood so i went & pee'd dipped & waited, I cant recall now what it was so I carried my test back to the Chemist & the guy gave me thumbs up & smiled!! I smiled back & wlaked away wondering if it was a thumbs up yay your preg or a thumbs up, Yay your not preg!?

So I called my friend & asked her top express post me an Australian test! Which arrived in 4 days time, so with my best mate (he is Balinese & my best mate ever) I pee'd & tested & yep I was preg then I realised I hadnt had a period since arriving in Dec & it was now early April.... So doh (too much partying so we Celebrated with a beer) Ok I know now that's not a good thing but I was young & not totally comprehending this whole preg/mummy thing! I told my then partner who disappeared soon after! Hee hee (maybe it wasnt a great memory.... lol)

With Indah we had just lost a much wanted & long time tried for baby the previous month & were heading off to make sure I didnt need a D&C, when I was told it was all clear except a little patch, the sonographer held my hand during the whole process & squeezed it & said I have a feeling we will see you back here soon, well my preg symptoms never went away & lo & behold about 4ish wks later I POAS & it was +!!

Dh & I both celebrtaed secretly as we didnt wnat to tell anyone yet, but next morning we were blabbing!!!

This time I was being pestered by Danni to test even though my chart was far from looking good, I had been ill & so had Indah so there was NO chance of being preg... But I relented & bought a test, I whispered to Dh I am gonna go P on this, (his parents were visiting from Bali) & he siad you may as well give it to me to P on! As we were amid on going conversations of me wnating more & him saying his dream bike was his next mission & that we cant afford, have room & many others excuses for not wnating anymore!!!
So I dipped & hopped in the shower telling myself to not look til I was out of the shower, but I wiped the steamy window & instantly saw 2 lines & my heart skipped a beat, then sunk, then I had a better look & yep 2 lines... I then burst into tears thinking OMG I'm having another baby, OMG I have to give birth again, OMG we are having another baby!!!!! From laughing & hugging & rubbing my belly to OMG I've gotta push a baby out again!!! hee hee

I then dried myself & stood there smiling at the test!!! I called Dh to come into the bathroom, I waved it at him & said were pregnant again we are having another baby, he grinned from ear to ear & said "Congratulations mate!"
I must have looked at him dumbfoundedly coz he shook my hand & kissed me on the cheek & walked away... I later got him alone & asked if he was angry, annoyed or something & he laughed & hugged me & said no, not at all, this is what the gods have given us, it's our destiny & I am very happy!!!

A week after his parents left a brand New Black Harley davidson drove up our driveway & she lives with us now!!! hee hee hee

I have said a 4th would be4 nice, he just smiled back!!!????