Hi All,

(Thanks Monnie for suggesting I post here).

After reading many of your stories, I feel like I have had it easy (only seriously trying for two years...). I am so happy for all of you who have had success after a long time ttc, and send babydust (so american ) to all those still trying. Even after two years, it dictated my every waking/sleeping thought.

Now that I am pg, you would think that I would be feeling nothing but joy and elation. And although I am feeling both those things, I am also feeling fear and anxiety. I am so scared about the 'M' word (the stats are horrible) that it has started to consume me as much as actually getting pregnant did!

On a brighter note, I am so thankful to find out I can actually get pg, and I feel so blessed to be in this position. I am due on 6/03/08 which makes me 5wks and 5days pg. I have sore bbs, but no other symptoms as yet.

I am so excited, nervous, anxious, happy, disbelieving... all at once.

Hugs and love to all.