i was just thinking "where the bladdy hell are you?'' murph lol. and i love your "few lines'' novella there love heehee.

i know this is extremely juvenile BUT when i read uvula i said Vulva haahaaa. interesting imagery there ladies.

thanks for the dummy info there murph. i really didn't want to give the dummy and spent a few days beating myself up as it's not what you are "suppossed'' to do but with words like yours murph and help from the ABA helpline and our community nurse made me realise that dummies were made just for the purpose i'm using it as... a comforter. And so long as i dont fall inot the trap of shoving it in to solve all problems i think we'll be fine. Plus i can hopefully get rid of it in a few months. In fact he's pretty good at spitting it out as soon as his wind problem is solved... but this means i have to sit by his bassinette and do ''dummy patrol'' as he often needs it back within 30 secs and screams/wakes lol.

STILL waiting to hear from the docs regarding that blasted scan. they were supposed to give me the results yesterday but "didn't get to it'' ! effing hell. it's not my regular doc so i'm really peeved. specailly seeing she put me on antibiotics and these have been upsetting ash a bit as well as the wind! so if there is nothing there i would like to know and if there is, i need to organise the little op while my MIL is here so she can help with Ash. So getting my grump on and am going to call this morning.

sazz - we have one of those mirrors - LOVE IT. not that but knows its there, but i can see him. only thing is you have to get used to looking at the cars and not the baby all the time.