hi girls. thought it had been quite... turns out i wasn't getting the notifications for some reason lol.

bw - oh that sounds like you are really still finding your feet as a working mum but what you said about Samuel tyring to say his name just made my heart swell. it's those moments isn't it! hang in there... it WILL get easier. you are a working mum - now that is a big ask so be gentle on yourself love.

green - a doc told me that ash might be lactose intolerant and to try him on a thing called Lactese.. apparently you mix breastmilk with it and it helps them digest the milk while they get their tummy enzymes worked out. We didn't try it because my instincts told me that wasn't ash's issue. Hope he starts to feel better soon love.

Acacia - how are you feeling love?

murph - congrats on the move and i just love Jazzy's cheeky little looks lol. Ash isn't a very smiley baby but gives plenty of cheeky looks like Jazzy. lol.

Lenny - lol. I'm not looking forward ot that 'growing up' stage! when they are happy for you to bugger off!

oh and with the crying thing/rod for your back ect. I get to ash before he starts to cry and life is pretty calm here. If i get it right at night he doesn't even really wake up, he just feeds and goes straight back to bed! It's a cross between demand feeding and dreamfeeding lol. Amazing how one squeak and I'm up! But i do tend to think my attentiveness means i don't have a very sooky bub. He really only cries when hes REALLY tired or REALLY hungry.

He seems to know that if he squeaks I'll come and so is happy to squeak for the most part. Mind you i let him have a bit of a 'whinge' the other day as i was in the middle of something in the kitchen and couldn't go to him straight away... he wasn't crying but his whinging was pretty noisy by the time i got there and there were tears!!! OMG talk about feel bad!

Okay best go. sorry i know i've missed lots of you on the persies but we must eat lol. Crup, looks like there's gong to be a very noisy party across the road. brh.

oxox