sammie - i feel for you, i DID have a blighted ovum last year and the fear made me put off my scan for this pregnancy until i was 23 WEEKS!!! i kept putting it off and making excuses as i didnt feel movement until 2 days before the scan and was terrified of seeing nothing but there he was! i also bought our boy some things on sunday but started to cry coz i felt like i was jinxing myself, it felt weird buying something for him, even at 33 weeks im terrified of loosing him. the worry will unfortunately always be there until bubs is in your arms. trust me.

kaydee - im so excited for you and so proud of you having a vaginal birth! i cant wait to hear that you have popped.

smithy - you poor thing, i remember what that was like, oh wait i still have it now! you are strong though and almost in 2nd trimester now!

AFM - this boy is running out of room, ive even seen my boobs jump from his kicking! he is so far up still, i just want him to drop allready! AND i finally had my FIRST comment, a lady on my ward said i looked like i was about to pop! i couldnt believe it! NO ONE has said anything to me until now! i felt like I had accomplished something