Hey girls...had a ***** night last night...ended up crying myself to sleep for hours. I am really having trouble getting my head around moving back to Aus...freaking out a bit actually. Oh dear. It will calm down i hope. I was just beside myself last night and really scared.

When i fell pg, i lost about 6 kg in first trimester....only just put on a couple of kg in the last week (mostly from eating cupcakes!)..still not showing, although i have to adjust my jeans waistband when i sit down...not because it is tight but more that the pressure feels weird. Oh that would be great to wear normal clothes through out...

I better go and sort myself out.

Love Hm xxoox