Hey Shannon
OMG Im going through the same thing...i have been in tears the whole time and have made it quite clear that I dont want to go through this a second time....IM SO SCARED OF EVERYTHING AND LOSING MINE TOO. I ended up at the hospital at the early pregnancy centre and made them do a scan and BT...its so frightening....I can def understand where you are coming from. And as for the horro stories...I have heard them all too. I went ot the specialist yesterday for my diabetes and he told me the most horrible stories of what COULD happen so no wonder we are like we are. I went home and then went straight to mums (DH was at work) and walked in and just burst into tears.....
Today I feel alot better and you will too after you have your scan. i have learnt to stay away from BT's....they can do your head in...just get the scan done as that confirms the LOT!!!
GL sweetie....and tell all those horrible people to let you enjoy your beautiful ride!