Sush I wish I could tell you that you worry less, but I am afraid, that I haven't. Each step of the way there is a new worry. I read posts from gilrs that have not had a loss or trouble TTC and they are so carefree. I wish I was too.

But I think it comes with the territoty of having fertility problems. This TTC period resulting in the pg was so time consuming with so much effort and emotion put in to it, that every little thing, feeling, frightens me that perhaps it will not stay. Then each wait till the scan becomes so long, until I can see them and know that they are ok. I am hoping that I will stress less but somehow I don't think so until they are in my arms.