Hi girls,

Cant attemp persies as fingers are so swollen and aching. (as are feet, legs, arms etc etc)

Happy to see everyone is travelling along well with fun baby showers etc

I just CANT BELIEVE Boc and I only have a week and a half to go!!! I remember way back in the day when we both got our bfp's and it really doesnt seem like long ago at all! I am excited and nervous and relieved all at the same time. My depression has lifted alot, thankfully, and I finished the one last thing I needed to do for Lil Blue's room which was paint the bookcase. The nursery has a cute bumblebee theme, I will post the pics as soon as I take them.

Do ya know what? I STILL can hardly believe this is all going to end with a BABY. The IVF finally worked! Its a freakin' MIRACLE! I look around sometimes and it doesnt seem real... I never thought I would be so blessed. My mama is arriving from the states next wednesday and she tells me she is already armed with her "good ole southern mid-wifery skills and a bottle of castor oil." I think it may finally sink in THAT ITS REALLY HAPPENING when she gets off the plane. The castor oil will never make it through customs thank god LOL.

I am so thankful that over through all the trials and tribulations of the last year I have had all you lovely girls right here at the end of my fingers. Each and every one of you is an angel. Thank you all so much. The intewebz can be such a wonderful thing

Huge hugs to every one.

Sammie