Mindhugs - so sorry to hear that news, its absolutely awful when you've had nine weeks to get used to the idea. I know it's probably an old wives tale, but when I miscarried, I was told that it was easier to get pregnant again once you've done it once. I had a month off, one BFN and then a BFP next month. Here's hoping you get the same luck. Very best wishes and hopefully see you in here soon x