DH and I were chatting about it this morning actually. How nice it would be for the natural pregnancy to happen again and for us not to have to make that conscious decision to go and see the FS again........ maybe it will.

I believe that the universe wasn't giving me anything I couldn't handle (regarding the ectopic). I was very shocked to discover I was pregnant but obviously after that shock had worn off I was over the moon. But when the scan showed ectopic, it was devastating, but kind of made sense....... It just wasn't meant to be at that time.

I do need to be kinder to myself. I'm harder on me than anyone else.