So worried and upset

[Inanna]

I am so sorry my love - sending you love and support as you grieve your little one. Fly safely little baby...

[dusty]

Oh Possums it is just so unfair. Sending you all my love and thoughts.
xx

[farmgirl77]

Possums, I'm so sorry that your little one did not make it . Life is so unfair and it just does not make sense that you should lose this special little baby. Take care and hope that you and your DH are able to take some time out to be together at this very sad time.
FG

[Possums]

Thanks everyone. I go in for a curette tomorrow and will be glad to have that behind me...and physically anyway, be ready for more body to just resume it's normal cycles, without the feeling of carrying around something which has died...

DH and I are trying to talk lots and stay open, so we stay close and don't drift apart, due to handling things differently. We've been doing well on that front....and I guess one day at a time I am dealing with it and facing the future again....and IVF and trying again. I am just so sad and flat.

[~*Niadalla*~]

Possums,
I will be thinking of you tomorrow.
Huge hugs.

xxoo

[Possums]

Thanks, I am home resting after the curette, so at least that is done now. Sad and empty feeling....and apparently due to waiting for my next period and then the closure of the IVF clinic at xmas, we can't resume a cycle until the start of Jan. It seems ages away. I know we need time to heal and grieve anyway, but in the meantime I feel in limbo and out of control again....not knowing how many more cycles it will take...emotionally and financially it's hard...and waiting and not starting a new IVF cycle, feels somehow frustrating, even though I realise there are benefits.
I accept in time I will start to feel more able to find some joy in life again...and that at least some of this feelings will lessen.Thank goodness I can vent here!

[Cuddlepie]

Hi Possum, Glad that you got D&C done and left that behind. At the present of time, just focus on getting better, physically and emotionally. Maybe its a blessing in disguise that you won't be able to do another cycle until Jan next year. At least it will give you time to grief, to build strength ...You know sometimes, timing could be everything. Take care...