Hmmm wonder who you were referring to in your post Lenny??? lol

It is a tricky one isnt it? I worried about it from when Celeste was around 6months with wanting to try again but BF. She weaned herself at 8.5months which I found really emotional and hated but that was the only reason we have started again.

Also, I think another reason we have been willing to go into it already is that we have frosties. If we were going straight into a fully stim ICSI cycle with all the hassles of trips to adelaide, early bloods, EPU, the hassle of drugs and the emotions I think I might have wanted to wait.

I am really in two minds about it all even now. I feel guilty about taking so much emotional energy away from Celeste and enjoying her time now. I am spending so much time and energy on the "what ifs" again. I dont wnat her to be an only child if I can help it but if it is to be that way then why am I going through the crap involved and having her live with the stress involved in the process?

Sorry, I have been absolutely no help at all..... I guess what I'm gettting at is:

Enjoy the here and now. You have waited for this for a long time and deserve to enjoy every minute of it.

Love your BF while you have it and are enjoying it as it is really for a very short time.

Use this time to be ready for when you are able to get on with things. When the time comes you will be super ready and excited about it.

It is usual with planned natural conception to wait till the older child is turning 1ish. Most siblings are at least 20months apart so you wont be that far behind the "norm".

Ah, I'll stop now, I'm rambling.
Sazz