6th pregnancy... terrified!

[Danni]

A huge congratulations to you guys!!! I am so over the moon for you.

I will pray and pray that this baby will arrive safely in your arms xx

[Willow]

Meredith, I often think of you and love to hear how you are going - you stick in my mind because our boys have the same name

I am so utterly thrilled to hear you are pregnant - congratulations!!!

I will pray hard that this baby comes home. There are so many of us that understand the fear you are feeling. I can't say it any better than Michelle or Deb have, but know that you aren't alone

[Nicole S]

Meredith, I followed you during the TWW and was so happy to hear that you got a BFP.
Although the long road has only started for you I that this one is nice and sticky for you.
I hear you on the TPP to this day I still check almost with a magnify glass.
I think it is only natural for you to feel this way with everything that had happened we would all be the same and you. I truly take my hat of to you as you are so strong to still be standing after the sad year you had last year.

Sending you truck loads of

[belfie]

Oh Meredith, I'm so happy to see you in here again... but having seen just part of your journey I can only imagine the mixed feelings you must have. Sending you huge hugs and wishing you all the very best
and maybe a new blessing to go with it... "may your toilet paper be unmarked, and your pale coloured underwear be pristine!"

belfie

[Michelle71]

"may your toilet paper be unmarked, and your pale coloured underwear be pristine!"

Belfie - I think I may have to use that in future Fantastic!!!

[Meluchja]

and maybe a new blessing to go with it... "may your toilet paper be unmarked, and your pale coloured underwear be pristine!"

belfie

What a great saying,

Fingers crossed that this little one sticks around. I can't imagine how you must be feeling, I hope with every I have you will be able to celebrate this ones arrival.

Take care and try and stay positive. Best wishes.

[MeredithD]

Looks like it might be over already. Only had a blood test yesterday which showed another good HCG rise (up to 20,521 from 3600 on Mon and prog at 1100) and was feeling physically ok. Less crampy than usual in pg.
Today, however, the bubble has totally burst. Having HEAVY bleeding and cramping. I am 5w4d which is almost exactly the same day that things started going haywire last pg. I am highly unlikely to m/c naturally ( never have before) and I truly don't think i can go through the hell of repeated scans, D&Cs etc etc all over again.
Of course I always knew its the risk you take falling pg again but I just had to keep believing it wouldn't end ths way again. I truly don't know how to feel right now. I am soooooo gutted but also feel a bit stupid for thinking this one would work any better than the others. Guess the prednisolone is not the answer for me so what's left? I just can't see how I can go on with a life without more kids. I don't think I will ever be happy again. Life is so crap and unfair. When is it going to be my turn???

BTW - I still don't really understand the whole RAK thingy but whoever did it, I am truly touched and I will post a better thankyou when I am more coherant

[belfie]

I am soooooo gutted but also feel a bit stupid for thinking this one would work any better than the others.

Oh Meredith, I'm so sorry to hear it, sending you big hugs I don't know what else to say, but i wish I could take away your pain.

And above all, you are NOT stupid! You are a brave, wonderful, courageous woman who has been trying so hard to follow her dream, please never ever think you're stupid for trying to cope with what has been thrown at you.

This quote seems to fit the bill: "Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think." Christopher Robin to Pooh.