GSB - I understand how you feel. Only one of my scans has been totally devastating with news I didn't expect and still this time around, I was like you , scared about just about everything, even things that haven't been in my experience before and having bad dreams. It was a relief to get to the scan and get through the first few moments. So good luck girl.

Things are remarkably good here. 16 weeks and some today ( depends on which due date I use) and am feeling pretty good physically and emotionally. I still have rough days, but that's to be expected. I have a really understanding and accommodating obstetrician, who I am seeing for scheduled appointments every two weeks and reassurance appointments whenever I want.

Good luck and thinking of you. Can't wait to hear.....