Hi Elle, I've been through something similar. With me, the docs weren't sure what it was, as it wasn't a complete or a partial mole, but it was a sort of tumour (choriocaracinoma) that kept growing after 2 D&Cs. I didn't end up needing chemo as I kept wanting to wait, and after 9 months of waiting, it went away on its own.

I understand about being afraid to POAS, and not knowing what to hope for. When 2 lines mean UTD for most people, for us it could mean the threat of chemo. I completely understand the uncertainty and the fear.

I know you're looking for some hope, and I am too. I know I've read lots of stories about women who've gone on to have gorgeous babies after a molar pg.

If it helps, I think I might be UTD at the moment too. It's a bit of a secret, and I hadn't meant to blurt it out here.

But I did POAS, and stressed about what that might mean, went for BTs and still don't know what the HCG means. The only thing that will make me feel that it is not another mole (type thing) is a scan.

Sending you all the strength I can muster. Which you won't need, cos you must be pretty strong for everything you've already gone through. xoxo