I know exactly what you are feeling hun, I lost my first at 5 weeks and ever since finding out I am pregnant again I am so afraid of losing this one too... Just take every day as it comes, I am 5 weeks tomorrow and have no symptoms yet but my hcg is increasing so I am trying to be positive.
Keep telling yourself "why wouldn't this one work out, I deserve this" sometimes it helps me through my worries.
Going through the same thing - had ultrasound today was told I am only 5w4d - my ticker says otherwise as does my cycle... The more I think about what could happen the more out of control I feel... Breath and take one day at a time, my wonderful DF just hugs me and tells me he loves me and what will happen will happen, that we cant change things, but just hope that everything turns ok for the best...
I think the fact that you just breathing and taking it all is a damn good job so far... It is scary, either way you look at it, its scary. Really hope you stay lots of sticky vibes being sent your way.... xxx
Mylitta - I feel the same way ! I am really pee-d off that I have lost that blissful ignorance. I have been waiting so long and life has thrown curves balls in my love life right when I was supposed to be moving into the next phase of life. Pretty much everyone I know has children. Losing the first baby sent me into a spin !! I started off ok after the D & C but just turned into a complete babbling idiot a few weeks later. I thought that it was all over and I would never be blessed with a baby and would end up with no husband as well. I wont go into the psychotic workings of my brain here, I am just very grateful we concieved again.
Stephie - after my scan today he said I was between 25-30 days along. He prescibed Progesterone and corasprin for me to take to help prevent miscarriage and I am due for another scan in 20 days to look for a heartbeat. They dont give alot of information here. I am not sure if its a bad thing. I dont want to over analyse every little detail. Just going to have to wait it out. Nothing else I can do. Sleep may be an issue though
Hope.Positive.Love , Mykidsrthefurrykind, NaeNae, Mylitta, Stephie, Diamond Girl , Tegam, Kazzo, OneLittlePrincess - I am committing to sending out positive vibes to all of you every night before I sleep. A united front if you like.
Will keep you updated with the next scan and fingers crossed it all goes according to plan.
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