sorry to hear that yas, xx
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Oh no Yas.... sending you lots of love and strength xoxo
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sorry to hear that yas, xx
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So sorry Yas, I hope you get some definitive answers soon. Hugs and thoughts are with you x
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Thanks girls. I'm doing ok, there's nothing I can do but wait so I am pupo ATM. My gorgeous BF came over with her miracle bub (Jett- or rocket man as I call him) and brought me chocolate and we had Maccas for tea, talked **** till 11 and I feel so much better. I can't control the outcome but luckily I have some beautiful online and IRL people holding my hand. Thankyou girls xxxx
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Thinking of you Yas. xx
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Yas- thats good, glad to hear jett is going well too. You are right, we can't control the outcome so just have to manage as best we can.
Porsche- I can't believe you are the same- maybe its normal then?? *clutching at straws*. I haven't told DH either, theres no reason, he can't help and will just stress. We've barely talked about the pregnancy at all this time, i think we are both so guarded now. Is your BT today? Good luck if it is. I am not going to have any more testing as I can't cope with the stress right now and what will be will be. I knowexactly how you arefeeling if it is any consolation xxx
Diamond girl- thaks hun x
Possummagic- soooo good to see you hun, thanks for dropping in with words of reassurance. I#m not worried about lack of symptoms per se, as I didn't hae any at this stage in my last pregnancy, just the fact that I had symptoms prior to and day of BT, that have gone. Oh well wait and see. Hows your little one going??
hi Maruschke, Alison, Rockingbaker, Mia, Mich, chepie and anyone i missed xx
afm- still not much to report, except I became an aunty for the first time today! Yay! Won't see my niece for a while though cos they live in UK.
On a bad note, we are going to have to put my 5yo cat to sleep this week as he is in end stage renal failure, have been awake all night crying about it, he has been my rock through all my years of ttc and ivf, really devastated to lose him. So I can't really think aobut this pregnancy at the moment, will have to stress about it at a later date lol.
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Mia - you must be excited about Monday, from the sounds of the scan, things will be all good
Saffy and Porsche - reading your posts about the anxiety -it was exactly how I felt a few weeks ago
Saffy - In regards to the obsessing over symptoms. Ugh -tell me about it - My pregnancy symptoms were very mild but earlier I would have noticeably tender boobs for a couple of days and tiny bits of brief nausea, then for a couple of days, I couldn't even get my boobs to hurt if I hit them and stomach felt normal. Then the mild symptoms would come back. I freaked out every time, sure it was all over. All I can say is try not to obsess. And soooooooooooooo sorry about your kitty cat
Yas - glad you had some great "girl time" last night. Still thinking of you.
Hope everyone is having a lovely weekend. My neglected house needs cleaning -excitement!
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Yas - I'm so glad your friend came over. What a wonderful person.
Saffy - I'm so sorry about your cat. It's so heartbreaking. I guess we are just guarding ourselves from the worst case? I don't know I feel better knowing I'm not the only one feeling this. I know I can't change the outcome but it doesn't ease the fear and anxiety. My clinic do 2 BT's the initial one and then a follow up one 7 days later.
Mich - I'm trying to take each appointment as a milestone and not think too far ahead. The 'what if's" creep in.
AFM - I had my BT this morning and levels are fine. HCG 7580 and progesterone 223.1. So next milestone is the 7 week viability scan.
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Porsche they are fantastic numbers. Congrats!
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I'm so sorry Yas
Porche - not sure why they didnt allow me to do the BT 2 wks before, I guess it depends where you go.
AFM - just waiting for Monday and hoping I have a good result for then
Officially ld now LOL
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Mia - good luck for Monday.
Maruschke - Eases the mind a little lol. Thank you.
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Great numbers Porche
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Thankyou all so much for your support. I was going ok til last night and now I'm feeling really sad. Neither my hcg or progesterone is good. I don't know if I should bother with progesterone support or not. If the numbers haven't risen as they should've by Wednesday I don't know what I'll do.
Sorry for the poor me post.
I'm so happy all your pg's are going well, you all deserve your rainbow babies! Xxxxx
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Yas - Big hugs.
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Just to let you girls know I will be opting out of this thread again.......had my follow up scan after my hematoma was discovered last week, only to be told bub hasn't shown much growth and the heart rate has dropped. Waiting to talk to the specialist tomorrow but another miscarriage is inevitable. I am struggling more than ever, this is my 4th in 12 months, I was so positive this time as i have been feeling so sick and my HCG levels have been fantastic. Just goes to show. I wish you all the best for your pregnancies xx
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Allison
nooooo that is so not fair. The world sucks big time right now. So sorry to hear the news.
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Alison I'm so so sorry. I've been thinking of you today and wondering how you were going. It is all just so incredibly unfair sometimes. I wish I could do something to help take away your pain, but can only send hugs your way.
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Alison- no no no, it's just not fair! So so devastated for you. X
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