Signing on to the new thread
Greenslw - I'm not sure when to take the pessaries till. I'm seeing my FS on Monday for the scan and will do another blood test on Wednesday, so I'll know more then, hopefully. I'm glad it's just the one a day at night, that's not too bad. How many do you have a day? My new bra is awesome, will buy a few more, as I can't see myself washing them every day :$
Melster - so happy to see your good result! Such a relief to see it right on track!
Damprye - how was today for you? Are the kids any better?
Hi to everyone else!
AFM - long day at work today, managed to get up early, do all the chores, then went back to bed for an hour before work and that helped a bit. Had someone stare at my belly, I'm a bit bloated, but not that bad to make them think I'm UTD. I double checked with one of my colleagues and she was laughing at me as her belly bloats way more than mine and she's not pregnant.... I can't wait for bedtime now, am exhausted. And only 3 nights before we'll see our little one! Am getting a bit nervous...
Mel I am soooooooo stoked for you excellent outcome
Me4 I take 2 morning and night. Is your work full off bump watchers mine is lucky I don't eat sushi cos that's how they caught the last UTD
Damprye super woman comes to mind.
Mother in law down for the weekend DS is so excited went to sleep an hour late big family lunch tomorrow I'm cooking will be nice but so tired
Hi girls. Kinda feel like Im intruding a bit as I havent really posted here (properly) before but Im feeling crappy tonight and need some support. I hope thats ok?
I had a very early loss in Nov last year (due July), and am now 9wks (due Oct.).
I should have been 20wks today. Not 9. Im missing my lost bub so much tonight. My heart hurts. But I also feel so guilty because wishing "she" was here means wishing my current pregnancy away. And I dont, of course.
I was thinking before, now that the tears have run out, that maybe I havent really connected with this pregnancy like I thought. I mean, Im attatched to it. But I just havent been interested in looking at / talking about names or furniture or re educating myself about birth. I just cant be bothered. Now Im wondering if its actually because Im protecting myself incase the 12wk scan shows another angel or nothing at all, like last time? Which is silly because there was a baby there at ths 6 wk scan but I cant get that empty uterus image out of my head.
Not to mention how scared I am of there being some kind of "abnormality". I dont know if I have the means to care for a bub with a disabilty. I would love them to the ends of the earth, but I dont think we would manage financially, and mentally? I dunno. I think it would be too much for me. That sounds so horrible and selfish, I hope you get what I mean.
And Im still on blood patrol. Everytime I go to the bathroom I expect to be bleeding. Will that ever go away?
Am I making any sense? I dunno, maybe this should have been its own thread, sorry to be so negative. Ill get back in my box now...
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