Welcome pash, try to think positive. I know it's hard (and I'm a hypocrite at times) but it's not good for you or bub to be stressed.

I cannot wait til I start having appointments with the midwives, I think it will seem more real. Hope everything goes well Mel

I have a GP visit today, will get my referral for bloods & NT scan. Good time to see the doc, feel too "normal" and once again need to talk about fears & get reassurance.