Ticktoc- lt is quite normal for most to get those pains at your gestation

AFM- Today is a day all I want to do is cry and let everyone know how much pain I am in! I am pretty sure bub has gone posterior and OMG the agony! It takes my breathe away at times, especially if I try to move. Seriously considering keeping DS1 home today but that makes me feel like such a horrible Mum, that I should be able to just suck it up and make sure he gets to school but I can't get up out of bed to dress myself let alone the boys. DS1 also can help himself and DS2 to food (cerial, milk, fruit, crackers, sandwiches, etc) so I know I don't have to stress about them eating and they have the TV on (likely also making a mess but IDC) and DS2 comes for cuddles and then runs back off to play. Seems like the best thing to do for me is to keep them here but the guilt that he should be at school... I do have school activities we can do here once I can move (if I can move at all today) as we used to do homeschooling and I have enough appropriate material to last till year 2 (he is in preprimary). What should I do?