the dr has rung and i've got beta levels of 14 - not very high....had no blood or brwon discharge today until just now when i went to the toilet, had some blood
if nothing happens over weekend going for more bloods on mon
Iona honey, sending you huge huggs.
My cramping and back pain is getting so much worse, I am terrified. I promise I am resting and totally relaxed, I'm jut not at all confident.
Sorry I'm a downer in here ladies, I'm not my usual self at all X
Murray and Iona I feel for you so much, I have been there twice and it just sucks. BUt it could be nothing, not that that makes you feel any better. Time is the only thing that can help, I generally hate time, it so slow.....
AFM well I am a bit down too. All is well with bubs, so please bear with me, I know I probably seem like I am whinging but honestly I have to do it somewhere.
In my home I am usually so bubbly energetic and to be frank full of sexual energy. Since conception basically my poor little libido has really left the building. I am sooo tired, last night went to bed at 7.30pm much to DH dismay. He made a comment and said that he knew it would all be about the Baby...it made me feel like sh*t. I dont want to have to pretend I feel good and want to BD if I dont...I am certain it will all come back to me in 2nd trimester I couldnt get enough last time...Its just so sad that this joyful time is surrounded with such disapointment about my "overnight sensation" DH words on my changes. I cant help whats happening to my body..
milly - sometimes they don't realise that bub can suck the life out of us!! I know DP thought the same way your hubby does when I was pregnant with DS. They just don't understand!!!
murray - sending you heaps of hugs and sticky vibes. I'm hoping the next few days go quickly so you can see bub at your u/s
Well girls, I;m pretty sure my time in this thread has come to an end, the bleeding has been continuous since about 8pm last night and with my levels that low I don't have much faith. I want to thank all you wonderful girls for all the support you have given me in the last week. Mwah
I am sorry Iona Big big cuddles as you grieve your little one.
Murray I just want to affirm to you that cramping such as you are describing is not at all unusual. Very very common - I had it with every pregnancy. Like you I expected to get my period at any moment. But I didn't! Please try and keep that positive in mind. I truly truly get how hard this is. I lost 3 little angels and 3 babies in my second trimester so I am so with you that the road is much harder after that BFP than before. You will get through this. One step at a time. Set yourself some goals. Tuesday is your next one. Then after then there is another. This for me was the only way I could get through. Sending you love.
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Big big cuddles as you grieve your little one.
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