thanks tegam im going their tomorrow for some ural so fingers crossed it helps!
possum- once again im so sorry hun, i know it must be hard but we are here to listen if you ever need it xxx

afm- doing alright tonight done nothing but relaxed tonight which is good, but cant keep my feet up for ages two little boys keep me on my toes! dh has been such a trooper, he tells me that this baby will stay, and says with the m/s you've had today little will want to hang around and give you grief lol, which is true only ate one meal today which was dinner earlier today been very gaggy lol keep a drink close by cause it would hit without warning, thank god i havent actually thrown up yet i've come so close so many times but my drink is still keeping it at bay. hopefully having some waffles tonight i really would like one or two lol.