Hi ladies, sorry i haven't been in here for sooooo long. As you can see my pregnancy is coming along nicely. Our little miss is a monkey i think I honestly can't wait to meet her, im hanging to get to know her smell, her smiles, hehe and just her!!! Me and DH have a a list of names, we hope she looks like one of them Ethan is getting excited and impatient to now, lol. Every night he rubs my belly and asks her to come play with him, so sweet.

On a sad note, we finally got the final autospy results for Lilli 2 wks ago. Looks like she def is a SIDS bubba, she was perfectly healthy in all other aspects. Im glad its over though, i now know she didn't suffercate from rlling on her belly, or wasn't sick. In saying that it makes me very very angry that there is no reason is to why she was then taken from me I miss her so much and sorry tears are starting again, i just want her back.

Sorry the about me post, but i promise i won't be slack anymore.
Racheal