Wow.. I can't beleive I'm actually posting in here again!! I've been reading for a week or so but haven't built up the courage to actually post!! By my unreliable calculations (I have a crazy cycle), I'm only 5w 1d and am already starting to... hmmmm, what are the right words... crap myself!! LOL. My last loss was in August, so I'm extremely happy to be pg again already but the pain of it all is far too fresh in my mind. Both my losses were missed m/c.. so no signs at all until the u/s.. which really sucks. I'm constantly wondering if my little jellybean is still with us. Thankfully, for the first time ever.. I've got a few symptoms.. which is just BRILLIANT!! I want to be as sick as possible.. just to be reasurred even a tiny bit! I didn't have any m/s with DS or any of my other pg. It's so strange and makes me worry even more. So I'm one of those crazy, obsessive people who just desperately wants to hurl!! LOL.
Anyway, I hope everyone is ready for Christmas... even though we can't enjoy lots of the good food that comes with it!! I'm looking forward to somehow getting through the next 8 months with you all. At the moment, I'm just hanging out for the next 7 weeks to be over.
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