ForShelby 6 weeks will go quick im sure! stupid people staring
I just read your whole story you are amazing what a bad experience you went through what a crappola hospital. Im really glad you shared your story
Grrrrr to your mum how frustrating
Hang in there the first weeks are hard but wait till axel smiles at you it is so worthwhile.
NOBODY tell you how hard it is esp when you are tired i promise you its gets easier as they get bigger

Dory - thanks for your support i appreciate it. you have a dream in your head about the ideal birth its hard to shift it sometimes. The way im feeling over the weekend he might come on his own

Alish i need some of your organizing skills i am hopeless lol

Reet My doctor said he wasnt engaged yet but was close. i reckon he is now for sure - sooooooo much pressure down there i feel like i cant walk today its painful. I have an appointment tomorrow arvo so well see what he says
Everything is making me cry today something must be happening i reckon
No not organised lol - need to get the car seat in finish packing my bags and some more cleaning to do