Forshelby- That hospital needs a severe going over by the health department. Meeting basic standards of care isn't that bloody difficult FFS. Glad bub's foot is getting better

Ferrals- I love it when they are om-nom-noming on their lil fingers lol so cute

Angelfish- Wow, doesn't time fly?

AFM- I know it is stupid since I should just be grateful that it is happening, and I am very, very happy that bub is so active, but I am starting to get frustrated with just how painful it has gotten so quickly. I seriously don't remember it being this painful with DS and I had a lil preggo diary for him. I'm starting to think that maybe it is because I am actually smaller this time round, plus with less fluids, I can feel bub more. I do so love just laying there with my hands on my tum feeling bub move so much though.
I keep trying to think about all the positives and one of those for me is the birth. My OB booked me into the same hossy as DS and said that by the time I am due, they should be able to do water births there So I am glad that I should be able to have a hospital water birth as I like the assurance that if anything goes wrong, it can be dealt with quickly and that with what happened last time, there is less risk of intervention and tearing. But then I start thinking about it too much and start to panic, watching DS's birth video used to help but now it just gives me panic attacks. IDK what to do, I have to get the baby out eventually so I have to deal with it but I am afraid that I'll start panicking from my first contractions or my waters breaking lol. Way to damn early to be thinking of those things yet anyway right? Other than all that, still loving being pregnant