Our little puppy dog was hit by a car this afternoon.. it was so awful, i havent stopped crying since it happened, she had to stay at the vet tonight, they didnt seem too positive that she was going to make it thru the night. I cant bare the thought of her dying all by herself in a cage, they wldnt let her come home tho. Ive never had a dog die, i really dont know how im going to get thru the night. She was in so much pain, all i can think about is the thud the car made when it hit her. All the old man cld say was 'i cant believe shes not dead from that!' and then went on to say shes a stupid little puppy for running out in front of him. Hes a stupid man for not slowing down!!! We cld see her running from metres away, if he had braked just a little bit, it wldnt have been so bad, he only braked once he hit her.. we live on a very quiet street where everyone goes 30ks cos theres always kids playing etc. He was going atleast 60ks.
Dh keeps reminding me that ive gotta be strong and stay calm for our growing little baby cos i keep getting quite hysterical thinking about it all. How do i not think about it tho and stay calm?! Its impossible. I want tomoro to be here but then again im absolutely dreading it cos what happens if she dies tonight.. i know i will have to get thru it but i honestly cant see how i will. The only loss i have ever been thru is my m/c... strangely enough nala was born on the same day we had the m/c so ive always thought of her as my little angel.
Anyway im just upsetting myself even more talking about it... pls pray our little girl is going to be alright, and if she cant fight it she just goes peacefully.
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