aaaaahhhhhh geeezzz....... just wrote a big post and the internet dropped out and I lost it all !!! so I will write it again but in brief.

angelfish - i had no idea they could grow too fast !!! why do they do that?? do the develop their organs and stuff at the same rate ?? i am confused.

phebee - yes. a real goat it is Kurban Bayram here at the moment (I am in Turkey) and everyone who can afford it buys a goat, cow, or sheep to sacrifice and half of the meat is given out to less fortunate families in the nieghbourhood. Nice gesture just shame about the goat, sheep or cow.

Embo - does this change your due date ?? are we no longer due on the same day :-((((

Milly5 & EJ - congratualtions on your BFP's !!! sticky's for you !! may everything go smoothly and healthily.

AFM - not much going on here just the usual mental abuse I put myself through. Its ok. its not ok, something is wrong, why dont I have morning sickness, something is wrong. Are my breasts really bigger or is it just froim the progesterone, sonething is wrong, I cant 'feel' anything. I am so bloated I look pregnant, but I have just eaten too much these last 6 months and its finally catching up with me, I'm not pregnant just fat. somehtings wrong. Why doesnt the smell of dead animal make me feel nauseous, I'm not pregnant. somethings wrong.

i could go on for hours.........its exhausting.

Scan on Monday (if i am not commited before then).