I had a reading that told me I'd have twins in summer so we will see if it's a good omen that they're due at the same time :S. I hope yours is a good omen soon and we are both holding happy little bundles soon (but not too soon!).

I went to the specialist and got all sorts of tests done, then went to a haemotologist, an immunologist etc (as each time I MC I nearly bleed to death and they can't stop the bleeding). But everything came back normal, they don't know why it happens and they don't know why I bleed so badly. My ob suggested placenta acreta as a possible reason for having problems bleeding and told me it's not safe for me to have a baby anywhere but a Sydney hospital (gives you hope in the medical system). Which I agree with because I went to the hospital here when I was losing my boy at 17 weeks and they sent me home saying there was still a heart beat I was fine even though my waters had broken and I was having cramps every 2 minutes. I then lost him in the bathroom and nearly bled to death .

I've been feeling really sick and dizzy my BHCG was 2800 at 5 weeks, hoping it is a good sign! Royal Jelly sounds like it's good stuff, I've just been sticking to the Blackmores pregnancy tablets and eating lots of avocado and mushrooms as mushies are meant to help with hormones too.

I get sick of being told I've had a "bad run"/"bad luck" "it was for the best" "it's natures way" "the baby wasn't ready" etc, it's very demeaning and minimalises the grief surrounding the loss of babies. I don't share the belief of some people that a baby isn't alive till it's born, for me as soon as that heart starts beating it is a person. MC 2 & 3 there was never a heart beat so it was more disappointing than devistating, for MC 1 it was a person and to me I lost a son I felt him kick and heard his heart beat and he had little boy bits, fingers, toes, was just a tiny baby that fit in my hand.

Lots of sticky vibes to you as well I really hope we both make it through, I'm really emotional today and yesterday crying on and off and wanting to vomit and feel really dizzy, I felt that way with my first child too so Im hoping it means strong hormones doing their thing!

I'm in central west nsw, start at sydney, turn west and drive for about 3 hours You?