Its so normal hun to be worried, nervous and anxious especially in the first tri. Ive had spotting this pgcy and even though it appears to have stopped, I still dread going to the toilet and seeing any sort of spotting. I still squeeze my BB's checking that they are indeed still sore, yet sometimes I think it is squeezing them that is making them sore iykwim. To keep yourself sane just get your hcg levels checked and see them rising, and when you hit the 6-7wk mark ask for an early u/s so you can have something else to hold onto. Once you hit the 2nd tri and start feeling that bub move you will feel even more at ease and will feel more confident that all is ok. Yet I must say, I dont really think that you are even truly relaxed until you have bubs safe and sound in your arms. Let me just say this though, when ever you feel anxious, worried, pop on here as we are all here for you. hugs