Telly tubby - I like that I am not the only one who checks my toilet paper! I just can't help it anymore!!
Me4ever - I bet we have the same ob! Hahaha I am not going to call him cos I know he will just say calm down and be realistic!! Hahaha he is a great ob and has been there with my last 2 losses so I know he will bring me back to reality very quickly.

Update - not more sighting of anything unruley! I am hoping this will be the only sighting of blood/anything out of the ordinary. I had a bit of brown spotting yest but nothing since. I feel incredibly pregnant which is a good sign I guess. Must remember to take a deep breathe - wish I wasn't expecting the worst all the time but I guess it comes with the loss of our bubs which makes us extr cautious.

Thanks for all the support and nice comments - I am sure you will be hearing from me again, hopefully not every time with a meltdown