MummyNelly, what you are feeling is perfectly normal. I totally relate myself to your feelings. Last week, I had my 12 weeks scan and the night before that, I was so convinced that something was going wrong with my baby... I worried for the whole night tossing in bed. In the morning, I was so afraid to look at the monitor while the technician was doing the scan. When she noticed my anxious looking face, she told me that my baby looks healthy... from then on, I was relieved. Now, I am waiting for my 18 week scan, and I start feeling eager about it already. In the mean time, I try to relax and tell myself to think positive because I don't want to affect my bub!