Clasik, I can relate to the way you are feeling. I'm an ecologist and since telling my boss about my pregnancy I have been taken off some really awesome jobs - I understand you cant have a pregnant chick doing this sort of work but I am soooo cut at losing out on these opportunities! I'm feeling pretty useless at home which is a large rural property - I can't even lift the feed bags anymore!

But I know it will be worth it - it is worth it! I know I'll love this child with all my heart and I do desperatly want him/her........... but for some of us I guess it is hard to make that adjustment. You are definitely experiencing completely NORMAL emotions!