I can completly empathsize with you. Feeling very similar myself at the moment, just dont feel as though I can really 'bond' with this little one. Having three other children is a challenge, as I already feel as though this little one is 'missing out' in some ways. I have decided to take some quiet time out for myself and bubs each week doing an ante natal relaxation and exercise class. That way it truly is just him and me Big hugs to you though...it will happen xo