it was more funny that scarry my brain was telling me to roll over but I was so heavy and numb I couldnt.
I do not regret my epidural and I loved my birth and I would do it again.
Dont stress too much when you get in there you will know what you do and dont want. I thought I had a really high pain threshold but I could not cope with contractions with no break. You never know you might be able to do it. Dont just focus on epidurals look at all the other options too so you are well informed. You can try other stuff first. I tried the gas but I just could not coordinate sucking on it at the right time, and when I finally got it right the next contraction seemed worse so I stopped using it.