I feel like I am falling apart at the seams lately. Yesterday I couldn't get DS to sleep as I was looking after a friends 3 young kids while she took her oldest up to the hospital for a broken arm. I was really looking forward to it and have looked after her kids heaps but DS not sleeping became this big issue for me and I went outside for a good cry. Normally when DS does not sleep I just keep him up and we play till he is ready to go down. Not yesterday, yesterday it was this massive thing.

Tonight my beef casserole in the slow cooker didn't work that great and came out tasting like tomato soup. I hate tomato soup. I completely lost it and DH had to hold me in the kitchen while I fell apart.

I saw the huggies add recently and just lost the plot. I even held onto DS and cuddled the hell out of him, poor kid. I am a mess of hormones and it is really draining me.

Not to mention I can't let go the fact that this birth might end in another c section. Man I hate being all over the place emotionally. I forgot this part of being pregnant.